And in this case it definitely does. I’ve been absent from tumblr dealing with finishing school and a variety of other things but somehow, even though I rid myself of the toxic people in my life, I still feel empty. I still feel depressed and I still feel like something’s missing. I don’t know if it’s the end of the strong connection with her or my lack of direction but it’s brought me back to a bad place. Back to feeling hopeless and mutilating my body. What has this become. I need to get out of it.